In 2000 I got a computer and it came with a free online disk so I thought I would try online.

I was completely new to it but I thought it was time to see what was out there. Like everyone else I discovered the chat rooms and just started talking to people whose profiles looked interesting. But one stood out the most ... it was a profile of a guy in the military. Right when I had planned on IM'ing him a IM screen came up saying "hi how are you tonight?" I was stunned at the fact it was him. Well, we chatted that night for what seamed hours and we found out we had allot on common. We were both athletic and fun loving people.

Well, after about 5 months of talking and I'm not going to lie hours of phone sex and so forth we decided to meet. Since he only lived about 2 12 hours from me it was not that big of a deal. When we met our eyes locked and I new something was going to happen.

It was around late October so it was kid of gloomy and cold ... and since it was cold we decided to go back to his place and pick up and umbrella and jackets. As I check out his place he went into the back to get his stuff .. but as I was looking at some pictures I didn't hear him come into the room.

He slowly slid his hands around me and gave me a soft kiss on the neck ...

God his warm breath on my neck made my knees week.

He snuggled my neck and rubbed my arms and softly said "I have wanted to hold you like this since I saw you" From there he led me into his room where he began a wonderful exploration of my body. He stripped me down making sure to pay attention to every art of my body. Kissing toying and sucking. making goose bumps rise all over my body! Then I felt his tongue slide up and down my personal place ...

I was in heaven ... on natural instinct I just held his head there making sure he hit every spot. Then he came up and I sat him down and began to suck his length like no damn morrow.

It was so slick and hard it felt wonderful bobbing in and out of my mouth I couldn't have enough of it ...

but he made me stop he has other plans in mind. He laid on top of me keeping me warm with his body heat and he slowly pushed himself into my warm slick warmth. He moaned on just the tightness and slowly started to pump away.

At 1st it was just about passion and want but it grew into something more.

We kept constant eye contact between one another the entire time ... it was like he was reading my mind cause every time I wanted it a lil harder or faster he would do it. Finally I could feel my orgasm bum rushing my sex and he new it ...

so he pumped me harder to the point where it felt like I would cry of just pure pleasure ... then it came long and hard with him holding me the entire time. We both came at the same time and it was just pure bliss.

After that time we became more playful and did it in each of the rooms in diff positions.

It was wonderful! Then the time came that I so muchly dreaded ... i had to leave. We said our good byes and hugged for a few minutes swearing we would see one another again. So I started my long drive home ...

I was so sad I started to cry when I saw my street coming up I had missed him already! As soon as I got home I called him and we spent hours on the phone planning on when we see one another again. We decided after he comes back form visiting his mother he would come and see me on the way back home. Well, we even talked when he was at his mothers house.

I even got to talk to her a lil while he was out w his guys friends. Then her phone beeped.

she switched over and Toulon a few minutes when she returned to my line she sounded sad and like she had been crying. Then she told me the news that would kill my heart ...

my luv had gotten hit by a car crossing the street and died on impact w the car.

I completely broke down then and there .. I kept on thinking about how this could happen to me. I asked his Mom if I could go out to there home and morn w them and she gladly said yes. I met his mother at his home ...

and got to see baby pictures of him and some pictures of me and him he had taken. I couldn't hold it in anymore I busted out crying in his room on his bed. I wanted so badly for him to come walking into the room and be suprised by me being there but I new that would not be happening. The funeral came and went and I was packing to leave when his mother came into the room.

She had a even sad look on her face and her eyes were even redder she began to cry and I went to consult her but she stopped me and held out a box to me. She said "A medic found this in his hands when they got to him" I opened the box and saw the most beautiful engagement ring .. it turns out he has just came from a jewelry store and the reason he was not paying attention to the road cause he was looking at the ring ...

he had planned to ask for my hand after he had come back. Till this day I have not forgotten him and still keep constant contact w his mother. I sill have the ring in a case I could never stand to wear it cause of the pain it would cause me. I miss him so much I could never imagine myself w anyone else but my luv.